And I'm feeling the same way as I felt three years ago. What if I go? What if I never come back? What if we all thrift apart? What if I would never find new people who are as close to my heart as you? What if this is really the next chapter? What happens, when it doesn't work out?
At the same time I know all the answers... yet I'm still confused.
Three years ago I was scared. I was scared of all the things above. But I found it all in here. Now I'm scared. And I just have to hope that I find it all in the new place too.
Maybe even something and someone better.
The euphoric feeling you get when there are crazy people around you, you look up, you see the sea of hands, you hear the moving lyrics and your best friend is on your side. Infinite. Life's amazing. You're smiling like an idiot and you realise that everything you need is here - you just have to make it all work together. And that's the moment, when you feel fearless... and moment when you realise - no time to die - too many wonderful things to experience.
The moment when a happy song can pull out your deepest fears and heartbreaks. Or when you see an old friend with a great history behind you. When you notice a welcoming smile on the street. Moment when you can smell a perfume of somebody you have missed. Or when surprising stranger gives you something to laugh about. When you finally connect with someone.
Those moments have the most beautiful vibes ever.
Please, notice those.
They will help you.
Help you to discover.
One amazing experience. One amazing city. One amazing adventure.
And yet so many amazing people.
I just kind of need somebody who will laugh with me and who will be fearless. Just somebody who will take adventures with me. Every now and then. Every once in a while. Somebody who will make every day a little adventure with me.