Life's for the living

And I'm feeling the same way as I felt three years ago. What if I go? What if I never come back? What if we all thrift apart? What if I would never find new people who are as close to my heart as you? What if this is really the next chapter? What happens, when it doesn't work out?

At the same time I know all the answers... yet I'm still confused.

Three years ago I was scared. I was scared of all the things above. But I found it all in here. Now I'm scared. And I just have to hope that I find it all in the new place too.
Maybe even something and someone better.