Sometimes you just need to breathe, trust, let go, and see what happens.
Always waiting for that perfect weather and the perfect human. Waiting for the perfect number on the scale and the perfect phone number to ring. Always waiting to make a move and being 100% sure what the answer would be (before even asking the questions). Waiting to go to sleep and weekends, even when it's a beautiful Tuesday morning.
Do the things that make your hands shake and break your comfort. Better an "oops" than a "what if."